and i found out the day of, it's a really funny story.
anyways, this newspost is just me stating that some projects are still in the works. I wanted to have this year focus on creating small fun content which i didnt get much to do since my laptop died a horrible death and my home computer had a very severe rootkit. I may get a new laptop over the summer, so i guess thats alright
I've been pretty bored since school ended, it's a feeling I find hard to explain. My last month was real intense, since I failed two marking periods, it was pretty much a do or die sort of feeling. It felt like a scene from the anime kaiji, a moment where you had to bet against all odds. The path to "survival". on the last week of school, I was told that I would have to go to summer school. Due to two missing credits(you need 44 to graduate high scool). I felt devestated, all that hard work at the end, for nothing. At first I was upset and I felt content with the idea of going to summer school, because my family just loves to nag me with how I spend my time. however, the day before graduation, I decided out of curiousity to see what classes i passed or failed. when I logged on to the student profile, i saw i had 44.06 credits. I was in shock, in disbelief. "how?" I thought. "impossible" I thought. The day after, I went to pick up my report card and to confirm if im graduating or not. When my guidance counsler stated i was certified for graduation, there was no crazy feeling I had, I didnt jump for joy, I didnt cry. I walked out thinking, "I'm so happy that I won't end up having to go to this fucking shitty school anymore." Graduation was a hot mess for me, but a good friend of mine said this one sentence that explained not only my day, but what could possibly be my life. "wow, thats really sad, but bittersweet."
I'm kinda tired from typing this, so thats why the writing may seem poor.
JacksonTime
That's so funny. That's exactly what happened to me verbatim! Best of luck with your endeavors.
TheMajormel
thanks!